If you really knew me...

If you really knew me you would know that I'm a completely different person around the people who are closest to me. I think it is because I'm afraid of what people might think of me if I act like the person I am on the inside. You would also know I'm afraid of the swimming pool because of an incident when I was 3. It you really knew me you would also know that my best friend of 11 years and I haven't spoken in 2 just becuase we don't go to the same high school and we simply dodn't have anything in common anymore.